2024
What a year. I feel like I say that every year. If there was any time to mean it, this reflection on 2024 is the place. So, what happened?
I started the year under a table, eating 12 grapes in less than a minute. Apparently, the grapes were supposed to help me find love in the new year. Well? I almost choked. It was hectic. It was subtle foreshadowing for what was to come.
I wanted this to be the year where I put myself out there. I was going to emphasize dating - after an unintentional hiatus. I gave the year a cheeky nickname that has NO place on the internet. In some ways, I succeeded. I had a couple of really good dates. I had more really bad dates. Either way, I did not eat grapes under a table at midnight for 2025. That’s called “learning my lesson.”
Dating was ultimately a distraction. You might know that I lost my job in 2024. I wrote an honest blog about the experience. I still mean every word. That being said, I spent 6 months being unemployed. For the first time in my conscious life, I didn’t have the pressure of school or a job on me. Before the lay off, my longest break was 10 days in between jobs. 10 days in 10 years.
What did I do with all that time? I ran away.
I ran to Australia, and spent the best 35 days of my adult life. I met new versions of myself. I lived with intention and I was grateful for every minute. I was truly free - to go where I wanted, to be who I wanted. Those days were the best, not because they were easy, but because I was constantly challenged. I was constantly reminded that I was very capable. I still have a few more blogs to write from that trip, so I’ll stop there.
I have to be honest. After such a high high, there was my lowest low. November and December felt like the same day over and over again. I didn’t feel creative. I spent most days applying for jobs and staring at walls. I remember feeling smaller than I ever had before. I couldn’t remember what it felt like to stand tall. So, I leaned. I leaned on friends and family. How lucky am I to have so many people that loved me, even when I wasn’t the me they knew?
This year was hard. It hurt. And yet, there are so many things that I am grateful for. You truly cannot appreciate the good times if there aren’t some bad times. It’s about balance.
Don’t worry. I’m coming back to my body. I’m standing taller in 2025. I’m still free.
There are some simple and frivolous things that made my year better. If they seem unnecessary, they are not for you (and that’s okay). Here are some of my favorites:
Favorite Museum: The Museum of Old and New Art in Hobart, Tasmania
This is the best museum I’ve ever been to and I won’t shut up about it. The entire thing is built under ground, which means there is no natural light on the art. Each piece is lit exactly how the artist would want and there are no placards to distract you from what you’re supposed to be looking at. There are no directions, and it’s up to you to choose your own adventure. I got lost and that’s exactly how it should be. I walked so slowly and it still didn’t feel slow enough. There is something cathartic about climbing up towards the light and feeling the difference between your expectations and experiences. I was moved.
Favorite Album: The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess
I listened to Chappell Roan at least once a day in 2024. I think she has the voice of a generation, and that her range is undefeated. I think some of the songs are silly and some are poignant. There’s something for every feeling, and they made me feel lighter somehow. Seeing her live was a highlight of the year.
Favorite Sunscreen: Ultra Violette Supreme Screen
I think applying sunscreen is an act of self-care and self-preservation. It’s something I do everyday, and I want it to be something I look forward to. I hate most sunscreens. I don’t like how they feel sticky and get in my eyes or how they leave a white cast on my golden skin. I went all the way to Australia to buy this sunscreen. It was the first item on my shopping list and I actually bought every formulation they have. I love every single one. The Supreme Screen is my favorite, because it leaves no residue and is hydrating without feeling like you have anything on. If you’re listening Ultra Violette, please sponsor me and please ship to the U.S.
Favorite Soap: Charcoal Exfoliation Bar from Necessaire
I like to be and feel clean. I discovered this soap and I have not smelled like anything since. I am a blank canvas for lotion and perfume. My glands are detoxed. My skin is so heckin’ smooth. Once again, please sponsor me.
Favorite Meal: Baraka in Lennox Head
My blog on Lennox has a love letter to Kat and Ric at Baraka. Their food made me feel warm and full. Their company made me feel less alone when I was all by myself. Their space inspired me to be more creative. I’m grateful for the experience, and I hope I can go back again.
Favorite Activity: Writing in Libraries
I fell back in love with libraries this year. I visited so many and it was a great way to explore new cities. They inspired me to write and they are one of the greatest public benefits that any city/town can offer. I am writing this blog in one now.
Okay, I think that’s all for now. Enjoy some photos from my year as a treat for sticking with me.
